Do you ever rewind to the summer you knew me?
Okay, okay. I see you. I feel you there. Yes, you exist. I will no longer deny your existence. But don’t you understand? Don’t you understand that I don’t need you anymore? You are not vital to who I am. You are not a crucial aspect of my existence. You have been there for me…
Spent a half an hour sitting at the bottom of my shower
Lettin the water run over my body and dammit I wanted to get up
But I didn’t have the power
It’s 3.47am and I miss you just like I did last week at 2.15 in the afternoon when I remembered the last time you told me you wanted me and you meant it. It’s 3.47am and I should be sleeping but all I can think about is how you used to smile when I told you you were beautiful and the way you held me tight and said you would never let me go but I guess things change and people move on and now you’re sleeping and I’m lying awake thinking about you.
Being a person is getting too complicated.
If you love her, remember that on the bad days.
I hate fighting with the one person who makes me smile the most.